If you could see me in the mirror in look me deep in the eyes could you see the war that happen on the inside. emotions all over the place, bouncein off the walls tryin to stand strong knowing imma fall,all this pain I wazzz tryin to hide, under such a lilttle cover while my mind in heart or at war destroying each other. leavin nuthin but hurt pain and tears for the outer man, just lying there how can I stand. after such a terriable fall, GOD's lilttle helper helped me up in stoped it all. The bueaty of an angel dried my teary eyes in when I heard her voice that made me feel a lil better on the inside, in when or bodies touched i felt a chill in my spine at that momment I realized she jus had to be mine. at the time I didnt know what she wazzz about or the things she do, but when I seen her that day the dark skyies in my life start turning blue. in my harden heart became soft in my true feelings and emotions were found and all the hurt and pain wazzz lost, then I gained control and agin I wazzz the BOSS. and the birds srarted to sing she turned my fall into spring, with all the joy she brings. and when im with her its like dream, but its real the way i feel about her, cause when im with her everything but us goes into a blur. what it is she doin to me I jus dont know but when were in each others arms i dont want to let go. 11-07-08. jordan.A.B