So may times i've walked this road
and the end lead me to a dead end
but this time i have so much on the line
my SON my new Love my new Life with YOU
so my fights bullshit and drama
shit were does it end
it ended with GOD's WORD
but it wasn't the end
god's word built new road for me to continue forward
but for a moment the deil convenced me to trun back
to keep my son close but kill that witch is me and you
but god's word become my voice of reason to look forward
it was only the text of the
B.asic
I.nctructions
B.fore
L.eaving
E.arth
that keeped me saying i love you from day to day
so my nights i pary with no answers
but they say times are at the darkest before the light shines
so here on am in the dark with god's word to lead me
to keep me from running into another wall even tho i can't see what is before me
so much hate, fear, anger, regret, disregurad fulls my mind
but it is god's word that calms me
so you ask why do i remane beside you with the love i have
i can now say i looked to god and he told me we would be ok
he told me to stay beside you to carry you to hold you in my heart
he told me this love would be my last
my way out of the dark, my lifes greatest full fill ment, my rock, the last grestest joy i will ever need
so i come here before my pain in the ass love and i think you for loving me
in your way and i thank god cuz it is he who gave me the ability to understand it and it is he i keep close to my heart and you that i keep in it