One minute I'm okay
the next I'm saying things I shouldn't say.
I feel two forces battling for dominance
consequently, I've been a bitch today.
Gosh, excuse my language
but that's simply the Flow right now.
The bitterness and anger rule
my tongue I shouldn't allow.
I freakn' miss her
and I'm sorry for what I've done.
I hate the separation
and despise how she I must shun.
What fun...
I just want to scream and cuss at the world.
It's wise yet questionable
if my heart God I should let hold.
Ugh... I just feel so weak,
pathetic, dumb, and confused.
Any bit of energy I had left
feels as if its all been used.
I just want everything to be okay,
my life to feel right, true, and strong.
The dysfunction, misunderstandings,
and impurity instantly I want to be gone.
Copyright © 2008 Angelo "AO" Head
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