So Sorry - Brian McKnight

I chose this song...cuz he had the nerve to come to me and sing this to me in attempts to reconcile...

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Thinking back to the day I met him...
he swept me off my feet with his
cunning characteristics and chivalrous charm...

He travelled 247 miles...
just to sing to me...

voice like Brian McKnight...
face like Tyler Perry...
and he
knew he had me...
encased by his sensuality...
bound by his deviant desires...
he was that...
thug gentleman I always wanted...

donned a business suit by day...
and drove deep inside of me
with a thug fuckin' passion that had me
screamin' "Yes Daddy" at the
tip top of my strained lungs
each time he bedded me...

He opened my eyes to my
submissive nature...
naturally dropping to my knees
with an intense desire to please...
and he claimed me... possessed me...

and he made me go from
cold to hot...
gave me a passion for life...
and he kept tellin' me...
that I was predestined to be his wife...

and I believed him...

until the day that mp3 file
came to my email...

the words read
"Listen to your man"...

and I never thought a voicemail
could break my heart...
never thought I would end up feeling
emotionally disabled... my
defenses were immediately enabled...

as I listened to my long distance love
say the words he always said to me...
listened to him as he
stroked his manhood and
he sounded so good... but...
tears fell when I heard him...

see... our minds were our
strongest organs of sexuality ....
since he lived so far from me...
and when I heard him...
I saw him...
with my strong poet's mind...
I was cursed with visualizations of him...
deep inside her...
him...
long stroking her...
him...
feeding her MY dick...

and I grew more and more cold
with every painful moan I listened to...

and I marinated on it...
listened to it again and again
with a twisted obsession...

and then...

When the heat of my anger subsided...
and I was good 'n' cold with apathy...

I emailed him
and attached that file...

I had gone the extra mile
for this bastard...dropped inhibitions
and made myself vulnerable for him...

the email read:

"Kick rocks muthafukka...
and duck too...cuz Karma's a bitch...
and she's gonna be pitchin' stones at you"....