IN HER MIND
SHE'S CURSING SCREAMING OBSCURITIES
IN HER MIND
I AM THE REASON ALL BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO HER
IN HER MIND
I AM THE BITCH
SHE WISHED SHE NEVER HAD
IN HER MIND
SHE HATES ME
CANT STAND MY GUTS AND MY LIVING SOUL
THAT BREATHES IN AND BREATHES OUT
"IM SORRY MOMMY" SEEKS THROUGH MY MOUTH
SHE HATES THAT SHIT
SHE HATES ME
IN HER MIND
SHE PLOTS
CONCEIVES PLANS TO DESTROY ME
ALWAYS WAITS TILL IM WEAK
AND FEEDS OFF MY LIVELESS ENERGY
SHE PLOTS SECRETLY
TO KILL ME
WHY WONT SHE JUST
ACCEPT ME
RESPECT ME
ACKNOWLEDGE ME
UNDERSTAND ME
THEN DEAL WITH ME
NO NEED TO WONDER HOW I KKNOW WHAT SHE'S THINKING
JUSS LOOKING AT HER EMERALD EYES
YOU CAN SEE THE BLOOD LEAKING


PHENOMENAL SIDE NOTES:

SO MY MOM GAVE ME 20 DOLLARS TO GET SUM WATER, CONSTRUCTION PAPER AND SALT FROM THE CORNER STORE. I PUT THE MONEY IN MY POCKET WALKED TO THE MARKET I COLLECTED ALL THE ITEMS SHE NEEDED THE TOTAL CAME UP TO 6.21 SO I REACH IN MY POCKET TO GET THE MONEY ITS NOT THERE I WAS EMBARASSED N IN TOTAL DISBELIEF N NOT TO MENTION SCARED AS HELL.... CUZ I KNO HOW MY MOM IS N I HATE TO ARGUE ITS JUSS NOT MY STYLE STR8 UP SO I TOOK THE LONG WALK BACK HOME TRYIN TO COLLECT MYSELF BEFORE I HAD TO FACE (HER) TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT WHEN I WALKED THROUGH THE DOOR SHE KNEW SUMTHING MUSTVE HAPPENED CUZ OF THE WAY I WAS LOOKING I CLOSED THE DOOR AND TOLD HER LIKE SO: UMMM MOM PLZ DONT BE MAD BUT THE MONEY I THINK FELL OUT MY POCKET WHILE I WAS WALKING TO THE STORE N I CANT FIND IT".... SHE JUST STARED AT ME LIKE SHE WAS GOING TO KILL ME SO I BACKED UP N SAID "SORRY" STILL SHE REMAINED QUIET. I CLOSED MY DOOR N SAT IN MY THINKING CHAIR IN MY ROOM (DATS WHERE I WRITE ALL MY PIECES ) N TRIED TO ERASE THE LOOK OF HATE I RECIEVED FROM (HER) AND WROTE THIS POEM
THIS IS MY STORY N MANY MORE