Remained awakened by
The shoulda coulda woulda side
Convincing myself
End results
where right

Absurd Tish, not on Letys shit
When I was crazy they called me this

I changed my name
when the nonsense ceased,
on my grown woman, Tish sometimes leaks
misspell G-R-O-W-N
The word W-R-O-N-G
Reaps

Um…

Couldn’t distinguish the truth
Causing relentless moods

Story of my life. . .

Checked out and viewed,
Firsthand by you
asking in my mind
please be kind, rewind,
back to the day before I
took the time, agreed to see…

nevermind

I was miserable
Nothing made sense
And in my defense,
I would have been content
If ‘defiant offense’
Would have been substituted
With slow dispensed intent…

Ya understand?

Thought of eyes scrolling down
Phone keys lighting up the house
Gullible Lety now wanted to remove
Anger
And replace it

But

Tish had my phone earlier
And she misplaced it.

Tish is a bitch
And I bet she erased it.