RIGHT NOW IM JUST TRYING TO FIND A WAY TO COPE WITH THIS HURT THAT IM FEELING SO IF THIS DOESNT SOUND LIKE POETRY IM APOLOGIZE......

FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS I'VE BEEN LOST
STRUGGLING TO FIND MY WAY OUT OF THIS DUNGEON OF SADNESS....
DONT KNOW HOW TO COPE OR DEAL WITH THESE EMOTIONS....
PAIN DECIDED TO SNATCH MY LITTLE PIECE OF HAPPINESS....
WOKE UP THIS MORNING COULDNT EVEN GET OUT OF BED
THE DISCOMFORT IN MY STOMACH WOULDNT ALLOW ME TO EAT
THESE PAST FEW NIGHTS HAVE BEEN NOTHING BUT GRAY
EACH NIGHT I'VE CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP...
MY HEART IS BROKEN AND I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW
TO BEGIN TO PICK UP THE PIECES
I FEEL SO WORN LIKE I JUST CANT GO ON LIVING
MY LIFE NO LONGER HAS ANY MEANING....
LOVED HIM WITH ALL OF MY HEART MIND BODY AND SOUL
I GAVE HIM ALL OF ME DIDNT HOLD NOTHING BACK
HE SAID HE'D NEVER HURT ME
BUT HE DID THE TOTAL OPPOSITE OF THAT...
AND THOUGH I FEEL THIS WAY
I STILL LOVE HIM MORE THAN LIFE IT SELF
I SO BADLY WANT TO WORK THINGS OUT
BUT HE ATTEMPTED TO GIVE HIMSELF TO SOMEONE ELSE.....
HOW DO I GET PAST THIS
HOW DO I MOVE ON
WHY DO I STILL LOVE HIM SO SO SO MUCH
WHEN HE ATTEMPTED TO DO ME SO WRONG.....
WHY DO I STILL WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE WITH HIM
KNOWING THAT I MAY NOT MAKE HIM COMPLETE
AND HOW DO I ERASE ALL THIS PAIN
THAT HE HAS CAUSED ME.......