A resurected past, has come back to life,
Creation with the fears and unknown flashbacks in my mind.
A past that should have never existed again,
Bringing me to a broken point where I shall not mend.
I hate that weve all had a past,
But I'm glad that they didnt last.
I must confront you with my honesty,
But beware of my emotion and insecurities.
Anger is rising, its back again,
No way in hell my mind will mend.
Curious thoughts, mixed in with fear,
All are the reasons this resurection has came here.
Just the thought of you with someone else,
Puts me in a place, where you will never find.
I want to erase the memories, and thoughts of your mind,
The killing part is that I have no control,
Lacking the strength and confidence to let your past go.
A resurected past has come back to life,
Im hurting from a relationship that was never even mine.
I hate to think you made love to her,
And the ring you proposed, I need to emerge!
I hate that you loved you her,
I hate that she hurt you,
But I love the fact she broke your heart,
If it wasnt for your pain, there would be no me.
They all blinded you, for me to help you see.
I call unto the sky, to cure me inside,
Please restore my mind, from this resurection that lies.
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