Jam Jam:

Did I ever Give you a reason for you to say goodbye
I tried to be the one to catch your tears whenever you cried
I cherished all the love you helped bring in my world
You helped me see how much I love chocolate pecan Vanilla Swirl
Your my sun that chases away all the dark clouds and rain
I still don't understand why you were always going through so much pain
It was as if you were slowly leaving me day by day you were fading
I was so dumb not to see how much your body was always aching
At times you were so weak it was hard for you to stand
Days continued to pass and it got harder for you to hold my hand
But you still tried to be yourself but there was nothing you could do
I knew you were sick and so did you but in my heart i wish it wasn't true
Every night I pleaded and prayed that god would not take you away
But you got a little more worse each time I saw you each day
It was a Friday while everyone was out partying and laughing with their friends
I was happy to be with you and you promised that you'll be with me till the end
On your bed your eyes looking at me as they always did before
But there was something about them that night that made it hard for me to ignore
I just broke down and cried and told you not to go
Not to leave me here by myself Babe I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna go a day knowing your not here on this earth
I don't want you to live me I thought I would go first
I wanted to have kids I wanted to have a life with you
Now I gotta see you go and live my life without you
Baby please I need you here I feel as if I'm gonna fall
I wish Heaven had a number I'll waist there minutes with my thousands of phone calls
I kissed My baby goodnight and sung to her as she fell asleep
I looked at her one more time and kissed her on the cheek
Walking to her house the next day there was an ambulance outside
Tears immediately falling rivers flowing from my eyes
I ran and met up with her mom already crying while trying to explain
I dropped down to my knees filled with sadness, loneliness and pain
I got up and hugged her mom and said told her that she's with the angels now
I hope god takes care of her And let us know she's okay Some how

  tha truth:

ME N U TOGETHER WE WAS ONE OF A KIND
U ARE N ALWAYS WILL B THA LOVE OF MY LIFE
U SHOWED ME THINGS I NEVER KNEW IT WAS ALWAYS ME N U
U ARE MY KING AS I WAS YO QUEEN MY FIRST MY ALL MY BOO
I NEVER WANTED TO TROUBLE U THO MY BODY WAS SO WEAK
N LIVED EACH DAY OUT AS MY LAST BUT IT WAS MY TIME TO LEAVE
U STOOD BESIDE ME EACH DAY HOLD BAC THA TEARS N YO EYES
ALWAYS TRYNA CONFORT ME PUTTIN EVERYTHING ASIDE
NOT REALIZIN THAT SOON THA DAY WOULD COME DAT WE WOULD MEET
AND WHEN DEM PEARLY GATES OPENED IT WOULD B ME U GREET
I NEVER THOUGHT IN A MILLIONS YEARS DAT THIS COULD HAPPEN TO ME
BUT LIL DID I KNO IT DID OH LORD HOW COULD THIS BE
U NEED TO KNO MY DEATH IT HAD SUMTHIN TO DO WIT US
THA NIGHT U TOOK MY VIRGINITY WE MADE LOVE WITHOUT THA GLOVE
WELL U GAVE ME H.I.V AND U I PUT ALL MY TRUST
BUT HOW COULD I HAVE TOLD U IF I DID U WOULD BE CRUSHED
SO I DECIDED TO WRITE A LETTER N SEAL IT WIT A KISS
I DIDNT LEAVE CUZ I WANTED TO I JUS GOT CAUGHT UP IN YO BLISS
BUT I NEVER ONCE DOUBTED U N U I'LL ALWAYS MISSED
JUS KNO DAT IM BETTA OFF GONE NO MORE PAIN I'M FREE OF IT
I WATCHED U WALK TO MY HOUSE THA DAY DAT I HAD PASSED
I RAN UP TO U OPEN ARMS U WALKED THREW ME U WAS SO SAD
MY MAMA STANDIN OUTSIDE BALLIN DAT IM GONE
U RAN RIGHT UP N HUGGED HER N WATCHED MY CORPES PULL OFF TO THA MORGUE
U WENT UPSTAIRS TO MY ROOM LAID RIGHT WHERE I PASSED
DATS WHEN U SEEN THA LETTER TO U SITTIN RIGHT NEXT TO THA GLASS
DATS WHEN U HAD OPENED IT TEARS FLOWIN GETTIN CHOKED
U SCREAM OUT FO MY MOM JUS KNO I LOVED U BOTH