I feel so bad for the situation that we are in
could I have done something different??
How can I make things better when I have exhausted all resources already
I am a failure, feeling incredibly guilty
I dont know what to do ....
and usually I can get and fix everything that comes my way
But right now

I am worthless
I am feeling like I failed
I let them down
I am nothing..

Right now Im just existing..
crying aint solving my dilemma..
But God obviously cant hear me..
Cus im hollering loud and clear..
"what do i do now god??"

I feel like shyt..
ugh..

any suggestions?

cus im running on empty and dont know what to do ....