His eyes opened suddely, for she was no where to be found.
The house fell silent, nothing made a sound.
The nothingness pounded in his head as he woke; there on the pillow lay the letter she wrote.
The sunlight showed bright through the window that day, but he just say grey, overwhelmed with dismay; he opened that letter as his heart skipped a beat... It started "hey luv," so he continued to read.
But as his eyes skimmed over that neatly written note; that heart that once pounded, stopped pounding and broke.
Her words were written neatly, but what they spoke he couldn't take... she told him of his faults... pointed out mistakes. She said she couldn't take this life of his he had to offer... She said that if she stayed the he would take too much of her...
She wrote this very nicley though her words scared him within. She only just realized that she just can't live with him.
This note makes her a villian...
but what if she kept this all within...
if she just let it build up...
and lived with him in sin.
She warned him many times that she was sick of all his games;
she knew they wouldn't stop, and the stress would just remain.
She told him in this letter that is was over for them both... She said she won't look back, and with this she took an oath... to not feel bad and not give in to pity for this man... who trash talks her and knocks her down just because he can.
A tear drop falls and hits the page of the heartbreak she wrote down... he rubs his eyes and blinks them twice and takes a look around. This house she lives in, where he calls home, now feels more like a prison... and all of this could've been avoided if for once he would have listend.
But she knew better than to waste her words for this man was deaf to her... but on this page, she wrote them out and they stayed right where they were;
right there for him to read alone... let the words sink in... He can't talk his way back into her arms if she's not there with him.
She ends the not "I'm sorry luv, my heart is broken too, I love you more than you'll ever know, I just can't stay with you."
That's when it hit him and it hit him hard; her love will not return... back into the arms of a loveless man...
this was her lesson learned.
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