So I fell
In love with a man
Half-way insane
So to balance him out
I gave him
Half of my brain
And
My heart

That's just how
Much I loved him

Told me I was beautiful
Everyday
And I fired the Sun
Cuz I swear this mans
Smile was bright enough
To radiate throughout
My eternity

My eternity
I wanted to spend
With him

And we not even gone
Get into the sex
Mmm mm mm....

Would've slapped my moma,
Pushed her down the steps,
And buried her in a wooden box
For this brotha!

But it all came crashin' down
The afternoon I heard the sound
Of nothingness_______________

Allow me to explain:

{Me} Babe, how do you know?

............silence................

{Him} Because I've done it before.

{Me} But before me, you were a virgin
and we ain't been on that excursion.

{Him} Well, a virgin technically, but before
you there was he, -

{Me} Whatchu mean, there was he?!!!??

Now I'm seething internally

He said it was an accident
Something he never meant
On the journey of discovery
A bad experiment

And now I wish I had a mint
Cuz dude left a bad taste
In my mouth

But as pissed as I felt
I couldn't evict him
From my heart
And in spite of what he did,
I still wanted his kids

And even though he told me really
Late in our relationship
He confessed to me
What most men would
NEVER ADMIT

But the anger
That's in me
Didn't subside so easily
And I found myself
With secrets of my own

See his kinfolk
Had some moves
So I decided to use
Her in my twisted
Game of Life
As my pawn

So I climbed between her legs
With the cell next to the bed
And I called him
Just as she had reached climax

And I made her scream my name
Just so he could fill the pain
That I felt
When he climbed mountains of
BROKEBACK!


**Now for all my folk on here that KNOW I'm saved, don't get it twisted. I'm a writer and this is just one of those experiences. Ya dig? Don't worry, I ain't backslid. Lol!