How can I fix how I feel inside?

Lately its been hard for me to decide.
I love him more than my life.
Lord only knows, that shit ain’t right.
How can I fix how I feel inside?
Sometimes my intuition tells me I’m not the only one,
Maybe I’ve just been betrayed one, too many times.
Lord, please tell me….
How can I fix how I feel inside?
To you, this makes no sense.
But if you could put yourself in my shoes,
Maybe u can tell me…..
How can I fix how I feel inside?
You may say I’m an ignorant bitch.
But deep inside you know I’m not.
I accept what is wrong with me,
That only u, baby, can see….
How can I fix how I feel inside?
Every time you sleep with a bitch,
You are threatening my life.
Now, that’s the way I feel.
I wonder… What did I do to deserve this?
Lord, I know I’m living in sin,
I really do want to live right.
Sometimes I feel like I may not be here long.
Lord, tell me….
Will I ever have my own family?
Lord, please give me another chance?
How can I fix how I feel inside?
Or, is it too late……..?