I wonder how will I focus and even continue my journey without she?
do I sleep in all day and stay awake throughout the nights daydreaming about her?
knowing she wouldn't want it this way, but I feel weak
like a piece of my heart just broke and in any minute it will shatter
maybe its my halfway insecure mind that someone will take my place and she will forget about me
and if so then what is it that I'm truly missing?
she who captured my heart and has it wrapped around her seven hue rainbow, has me weeping like a child and longing for her touch to appear
its the scent of her sweet taste and the rub of a touch, that has me in an uproar
somehow I can't grasp how can she just depart from me, not understanding she has to do what's best for her
assuring that she's apart of me forever, call me a fool but I have a hard time believing that
now that my river is flowing consistently and stomach in knots is where I find my time to cherish because only she can save herself
they say time heals all wounds but for now I sit impatiently waiting for love to knock on my door and I feel complete again.