cant hold my tears in
i jus gotta cry
so many things that ive heard
i knoe that i shouldnt believe it
but its hard not to
the pple who told me why shouldnt i believe them
they told me not to tell you and you dont knoe how much it hurts
cuz i thought we was in love
you told me that you is gone love to me to death
you promised me that you aint get wit no other female for our next skool year
you told me that you wanted to marry me.
you told me that you wanted my kids.
the love you had for me felt so real.
i didnt knoe what to do but fall in love wit you too.
i cant define love right now cuz i dont knoe what it is at THIS VERY MOMENT
cuz i wanna love you but its hard for me to
only been together for about 4 months
and we been THRU A WHOLE LOT and i mean a WHOLE LOT
and look at us now. we still together.
its jus hard cuz i dont want us or what we been thru to waste
its jus so many things ive heard and things i dont wanna believe
but like i said why not belive it.
cant say anything. cant say a word.
jus sittin here typin this. heart hurtin. breathin fast. listenin to slow music with tears fallin down my face.
so much goin on. i cant take it
i dont knoe what to do.
right now im jus speakin whats on my mind
but i aint got no other way to express how i feel
i want us to last
i dont wanna lose you cuz you mean the world to me
and i wanna mean the world to you too
its jus hard. i dont knoe what to do.
now im thinkin that all that stuff you told me was sum BULLSHIT and still is.
i dont knoe why i put up wit yo stuff.
what am i talkin bout.
i jus dont wanna lose you again. i cant do it. i wont do it.
i want you to be mine forever. i wanna be yo wifey. i wanna mean the world to u.
i still cant stop cryin..............................