sometimes i feel lik im on my last hope
and life wasn't its thrillin on my last note
but i guess what ever make the clouds roll
but i guess i cant complain about but its wat i asked fo'
hopin ion finish early wit out a last note
im lik wat am i on stage for lik a bad joke
i look at my past of da shyt i wrote
i guess the thrill of life gone
and since ion wanna find it am i livin wrong
and ion even be havin dreams so what im dreamin for
guess im too busy makin songs
prolly wy im careless of what really goes on
and since i as left behind
and i was kept alive
i guess i was left emotionless and kept my feelings inside
my feelin i try to hide
ta keep noone close
not even da people i know care about me da most
but as i degras
its gettin hard ta rest
especially wen you got da whole world layin on ya chest
so i continue you liftin
continue my way of livin
really feel lik da way of sinnin
but i seek repentance
but its so much ta ask for ion know were ta begin it
but its kinda hard livin sucka free
wen every time im out niggas jivin me
try ta plot and see
how i react to the fact
im in the position they tryna be
but shyt aint so good if you concept dis reality