REACHIN FOR THE CLIP.
(CLICK)
I LOADED IT. IN THOSE FEW SECONDS OF ME PULLIN THE TRIGGER MY MIND BEGAN TO RACE.
DAMN YOU LOVED HER SHE TAKIN MY PLACE. I LOVED YOU WIT MY SOUL. DONT YOU FUCKIN KNO. I CRIED MY SELF TO SLEEP THAT NIGHT THINKIN THAT YOU NEVER FUCKIN LOVED ME.. THINKIN THAT YOU FUCKED HER WHILE FUCKIN ME. THINKIN OF ALL THE FUCKIN LIES AND HOW U PUT UP A GREAT FUCKIN DISGUISE AND HOW I FUCKIN FELL FOR YOU. TRIPPED AND FUCKIN FEEL JUST LIKE A FUCKIN FOOL. BUT THEN I THOUGHT OF THE GOOD TIMES.. WELL ONE OF THEM YOU KNO OUR FIRST KISS AND SHIT. THE FIRST TIME YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME.
BACK IN REALITY I BEGAN TO CRY SCREAMIN OUT WHY. DAMN I CAN REALLY HIDE MY EMOTIONS BUT NOW I CANT ITS LIKE IM READY TO RELEASE THE PAIN.
(BANG) (BANG) (BANG)
THREE SHOTS. I UNLOADED THE CLIP. PEOPLE SCREAMIN NOW WONDERIN WHO IS IT..
ITS ME.MYSELF AND I. I DIED THAT NIGHT.. I JUST WANTED THINGS TO GO RIGHT BUT I GUESS THE JOKES ON ME. I LOVED YOU BUT U AINT LOVE ME...BUT NOW I GUESS I CAN SEE.. WE REALLY WE'RENT EVER MEANT TO BE FOR EVER AND ETERNITY.
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