You know sometimes you make me smile
like your a small accomplishment I accompolish
What have I done to gain your mere attention
for this long
I dont deserve you,not even half of you
I couldnt phatom having a man like you
Im not even mentally equiped
for holding such a treasure as your heart
I would feel like i was holding you back at a chance at life
I actually fear you
fear getting infactuated with you
I stalk your heart thru conversations
and still thats one of life cruel manipulation
to even make me think I could have such a man like you
I deprive myself of sound judgement
and tho you have shown me proof
that I am no match for a guy like you
still I seek knowingly im weak
holding my attention as if you have casted a spell
I hoard feel good times with you
you deserve to be taken
so i can have the strenght to turn away entirely
and you know sometimes you make me smile

Thinking about that oneday I had you intrigued by me....