I Feel Disrespected
August 31, 2008

I saw you today after four years and some change. You didn’t want me in your car.

I feel disrespected

I haven’t done anything to you…for you to treat me that way.

I have treated you with the upmost respect which is more than you deserve.

You came to see me…so I thought…but you didn’t even want to talk to me for ten minutes. I didn’t even get a hug.

I feel disrespected

You acted like you didn’t want me in your presence. It’s all good though.

I found out that you are a cousin to one of my friends. She believes that you are bitter about the past. That isn’t my fault…it’s all on you.

How dare you treat me the way you did today.

I can honestly say that I feel disrespected

I wanted to punch you in your eyeball but instead I’m writing out my feelings with the ink of this pin. I’m not catching a charge over you.

I’m upset. I can’t believe you disrespected me.

All those late night phone calls that lasted two to three hours

What about when you called me this morning between 2:00 and 3:00 because you couldn’t sleep? I was on the phone with you for thirty minutes.

It has been four years since I last saw you but I have called you every now and again to see how you are doing.

I remember when you told me a couple of months ago that I was your best friend. You told me you loved me for being a best friend to you.

What happened to all that? I couldn’t feel the love today…instead I felt disrespected.

When you call me I’m going to tell you how I feel. After that our “friendship” will most likely be over.

I am a kind, loving, generous, and intelligent person who will go to battle for my family and friends when necessary. I will bend over backward for them when needed.

This is the first time that you have left me crying over your actions…but not the first time I have felt disrespected by you.

I don’t know...maybe our "friendship" needs to be terminated…ended…and through.

Written by: icnicn2004