Can’t sleep anymore
Cause you’ve invaded my dreams
I haven’t closed my eyes in days
Completely afraid of seeing your face as soon as my eye lids close
Feels like there’s no escaping you or forgetting you
Lord knows I tried
Smoked three blunts
Had a fifth of hen
And still you remand on my mind
Lost in a daze but the memory of you just wouldn’t fade
In fact the shit just got worst like an infectious disease
Your memory is acting like an impairment to me
I can’t look at fucking hats without remembering the cute one you use to wear
You know the furry one with the flaps
Can’t listen to Fabulous, Keyshia Cole or Neyo
Without remembering how you use to sing their songs to me
You make me better is what you use to say to me
I been trying to be cool these last couple of weeks
But it feels like I’m being haunted my Neyo’s, “Do You”
When I turn on the radio, step on the elevator or go to the second floor at work
Damn, do you think of me?
I know you couldn’t have forgotten me
Cause I surely do remember you
All your corny jokes and your funky ass attitude
I know I’m fucked up cause I don’t just miss the good things
I miss the bad things too
We barely argued but I miss how upset you’d get about me spending time with my friends
“Hot pussy girls,” is what you called them
You didn’t want me involved with them
I lose my train of thought whenever I see a dark green charger
Hell I can't even watch music videos that I saw first at your house
I miss ya touch and your voice
But I dare not call
About these feelings I want you to know nothing at all
At first my memories were all I had left of you
Now there the last thing I want of you
You were my addiction and this cold turkey thing
Just don’t seem to be working
If I could just forget you
Everything would be okay
I'd be able to let go and move on
If only....