lady jada:

my thoughts are bleedin out my damn ears
ive lost more people since 08' came in den most people have in years
i write 2 ease my mind n sumtimes confess my fears
but i dont understand dis shit..can sumbody make it clear??

i feel like God is aimin at me
the bullets that killed my family and friends ..was it really meant 2 be ..or were those bullets suppose 2 hit me??

older people always say pray
look 2 friends for advice "KILL DEM NIGGAS" das all they say
when every life taken effects me in a mojor way WTF can i do 2 make the pain go away??

  B. Rose:

Grab a pean and loose leafs for immediate thrapy.
Its better to scribe when theres more then enough
On your heart and mind.

And despite what conclusion you may come to
When the situations arise.
God is always on your side.

He makes no mistakes
Things happen for a reason

Yeah im pretty sure that statement you aint trying to hear.
But pretty soon that same phrase will soothe your ears.
Its not your fault
That someone so dear
Is gone now.

You have an advantage over alot of people
You can write down your feelings
And construct them in a way
That its a release in a significant way.

  lady jada:

but what about the innocent ones ??
not completely innocent but wat they do is nothin compared to the shit ive done
but still i stand and i dont kno why
who wants 2 stay alive 2 watch their niggas die

dis shit is sumthin i was born into
not sumthin i bought cause i saw it in a window
i cant get away
im constantly led astray
for all i know tomorrow could be my day
i go 2 church for more feunerals than sevices is "thank you lord" wat im suppose 2 say??

  B. Rose:

Youre still because yu serve a prupose greater then you can understand.
And at this point
Its expected for you to be upset.

Me and you were into someting equivalent.
Seen a nigga shot in the head before i hit ten.
But as soon as grabbed the pen
My skin become negativity proof it could not penetrated.

This right here is assisting in the proocess
God appreciates when you ask questions when you are trying to understand.

Babygirl... you just gotta keep your head up
Thats what those close to you would want from you.
And at least be strong for them
If you cant for you.

  lady jada:

i try so hard i dont kno wat 2 do

i hope i wake up n find out none of dis tru

he cant be gone especially if the shots i heard outside my window at 12 am were the shots that took his life ..

dear God i need 2 kno how 2 end dis strife cause da way im livin is trife!






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