I care for you. You might be gone now but no matter what you’ll always be in my heart. You filled the humongous hole in my heart, the dark void I I thought would never be filled was, by you. You were my first love, my first everything, also my first heartbreak. You were my best friend, I knew if I was having a bad day I could come to you and you could turn my frown upside down, you always dried my tears away. When I felt like no one else loved me I knew I could count on getting love from you. Even after our thousands and thousands of arguments we always made up, even after you done me wrong numerous of times not once did I hold it against you. I was constantly forgiving you. You promised to never hurt me and I trusted you with my heart, I gave you all of me, and I let you all the way into my heart. I let you know everything; I became very open with you. I told you I knew I could never love anybody the way I loved you. I fell in love with you so quickly it made my head spin. You asked me how I knew; when I would hear voice my knees would get weak, when I would see my heart would sink, when I looked into your eyes I would get lost in your love. All I ever wanted to do was please you and make you happy. The many nights I cried myself to sleep because I just couldn’t imagine life without you. But then you broke my heart in a way unimaginable, you left me hurt and confused, I feel like Keyshia Cole because I give up on loving you. We told each other that we would get married but now you’re no where in my future. I wanna love you again and I want you back but then again I don’t. You tell me you still want us to have a future together but it just sounds like another one of your lies. You constantly tell me you love me but honestly I don’t think you do. If you did you wouldn’t have my heart hurting and aching like it does everyday. Now I just take one day at a time if we were meant to be then like I always used to say we’ll find our way back to each other even through everything we go through we’ll be together in the end. But until then Holla!!!!