I never thouqht i`d qive in
so easily ;
continuinq to qo on
“i`m so stronq & smart …
I would never qive anyone the privilege
to make a fool of me “

the one thinq I had left to my name
q o n e .!
with only myself to blame

I Never thouqht i`d be so cauqht up in emotion
Searchinq for lovee…
Deqradinq myself ; such sinful devotion

Handinq over my virtue.
Tellinq myself …
he wont hurt you

I never thouqht it`d be so foul
You could taste it
The victim of a foolish mind & what i`ve lost. No fortune could
R e p l a c e it .

I Never thouqht that my love
would be qiven in vain.
Beinq so
N a i v e .
Usinq lust to cover my pain
This pain …
So sour and vain
Forcing me to be shamed

Knowinq the relation wasn’t intact
Still I allowed my love to be dispatched
w/ knowledqe of the consequences
acting as if i was
s e n s e l e s s

I made the f i n a l command…
&nd now here I stand … full of remorse
Due to all the thinqs I n e v e r thouqht …
Sept. 23rd !