I remember dying, Not once but twice
I recall me crying the day you walked out of my life.
All your lying brought tears I should've placed aside
But I couldn't hide... any longer.
I remember..

I remember you crucifying my heart
as if hurting me wasn't enough
I remember you even ripping the broken pieces apart
all because i couldn't read your "love" as Bluff

Real Love
Never experienced, because I remember it not being "me" but "you"
foolish excuses that shouldn't have been used.

But I remember.

not wanting to move on, dwelling on old memories
about who we were, you know... Him and me.
Never accomplishing the promises we promised to fulfill with one another
I enjoyed your company; it felt like heaven being together.

I remembered my heart being twisted, bended, and bruised
Abandoned, neglected, objected, misused
Damn.
I remember wanting to FIX things
Wait NAH RIP things
apart, first starting with your heart

I remembered dying, and you killed my soul
pain unbearable, I couldn't control
PMS, I was a BITCH and you were the cause
After you left a part of me was lost.

I remember
Resurrecting after three weeks, it took awhile because I was soo weak
Damn, I remember your words mocking me, Blocking me from telling the truth
Why would you even ask " Are we still cool?"
What we're you expecting me to say and Do..?
Brake down into tears right in front of you?

I remember being a new person , afraid of opening up cuz' all I'd see were
memories of you and me what never seemed to be.... US.

I remember being A whole new person again, Finally putting on a smile
Yes, I know, I know, it took a while.
but I remember actually Moving on
the emotions I felt for you we're finally Gone

And DAMN.... It felt good

and most of all I remember being wise enough to understand
Things happen and dwelling on the past will surely effect my future..
So remembering you and allll the shit you put me through
made me aware of everything I shouldn't Do
so you know what.. Thank you
for preparing me for all things to come.
cuz' I remembered all that you'd done..
to me.