Today i got the call
but it wasnt needed
before he spoke the words
i knew you stopped breathin
the wind, as it moves
ya body, i see it
the wind, as it goes
you left, i seen it
you wept, i cleanted it
where you slept, im seated
these tears, are streamin
scoot closer, im leanin
i feel you, not dreamin
i love you, i mean it
i loved you, i meant it
your after reached its endin
but also its new beginnin
as my heart is kinda splittin
the wind creates your image
kinda twisted and yet scented
heres a message i am pendin
still connected deep within this
soul thats so close to damn near empty
its a prayer i am givin
as the wind picks up.......clearin....

smiles


filled with pain held for a while
torn yet whole, but me
i dont know
im both


happy and sad


happy:


cause now your in a better place
no longer feelin pain


sad:



cause i see you in the wind
and hear you yelling in quiet rain



how id long to hug you again
but as i grasp the air
i only feel the clutch of my hands....



play a slow jam
and like the wind
we will dance


if i had one wish
then i wish for a chance


to say bye....
though its hard
its hard to walk to your casket and say eye
and look at you with closed eyes
and feel your hand
which is colder then ice
and i can tell your empty inside
a shell with no life
a hollow home of sure sign
than we win some and lose some when we roll the dice......


but still....i see you....


in the wind....when i stroll by.....



Dedicated to Emily Ford


1929-2009


I love and miss you.....R.I.P