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When I was 16,
A girl named Neva
Had it in for me
When her man decided I was his flava
She became an instant hater
Dating was not my thing
Yeah, I was a geek
First chair in the orchestra
Co-captain of the drill team
Principal’s Honor roll ever term
For this girl’s man, I had no concern
But simply because, he desired me
She started attacks, fueled by her jealousy
Shy and lacking confidence
I went into a shell, where often I would cry
So many others too began hating on me
I don’t even think that they knew why
For it was the tongue of one jealous bitch
That made my high school years a living hell
I kept my pain and fear inside
Not a single soul did I tell
All saw me as smart and beautiful
But inside I felt ugly and dumb
Many nights I lie on my bed
Running my fingers over the cool metal of a gun
To the rest of the world I had it all
But inside I was lonely and small
While she went on being free
Firing false accusations at me
Last night Neva was at my gym
Seeing her, took me right back to ON High
She smiled in my face, telling me how great I looked
All I could think was “Bitch you should die”
I pulled my fishing knife from my gym bag
Shoved her to the ground filling her mouth with a rag
Smiling in my face, you ugly bitch
I hope you’re prayed up, because this is it
Slowly I traced from her neck with the blade
Jabbing when got to her heart
I cut off her lips and put them in her mouth
I think that was my favorite part
I cut out her eyes
And removed her teeth
The sight of her rushing blood
Filled me with laughter and relief
The Native American in me demanded I scalp her
So I removed all flesh from her head
Leaving her ears just in case she could hear
The joy in the words I said
Filled with satisfaction, I took a moment
To take in and marvel at the bloody mess
Then I was once again filled with anger
As I notice blood on my new white dress
Viciously I stabbed deep into her jugular
Just to confirm that she would lie dead
Blood spit out everywhere
As the final drops of her blood shed
Just then I’m startled by a tap on my shoulder
Oh I’m sorry girl, what was that you said
“Yeah, it’s great to see you too”
“By the way, you would look real good in RED!”