When you read this dont feel sorry for me and dont cry
It is much better for me to die
I'll miss every body
Even those who I joned on and made fun of
Nobody ever did anything physical to me
I just want to die and be free
Buy whu cant my concious leave me alone?
Just let me die so I can go on
Now you can cry because you will never see me gain
Whoever founds mt body will see the pain, and fear
Not the fear of someone but fear to live life
I think I do really wanna die
Kiss my mama, friends and family goodbye
"Fuck you all, everyone" That I did'nt like
Will be my final words before I take my last breath
Now I'm gone the way it should be
Now I'm dead and I'll now be free.
But i wish God would give me the strength to do it but my conciuos wont let me.