I want my life back

A life wihtout pills

I want to be in control

but my meds control me

The take my life away

The life I would never know

It drains the spirit within me

It tears my thoughts apart

They control the true moenter within me

They control my feelings

and replace the true with the fake

But I won't let them

I can't

How could I ever

Just let it be

They will be with me forever

for says a piece of paper

for eterity

for a lifetime

or jsut for now

So I must take them

But I won't

I will not

Because I want control!