If ever there came a time in my life that I felt lost and confused,
A feeling of discomfort, being alone and mentally being abused....
I think that time has come.

If I could shade my eyes from the torture I am allowing myself to endure
I would be safe from all the pain that this relationship has left @ my front door.

As it knocks, I beg for it to disappear and leave me without the the stress
I can only cry for so long and then my life feels as if in the dirty laundry....
Nothing but a mess.

As a mother, I must decide whats right and wrong for my girls to see
Because as of right now, the last thing I want is them growing up to be like me.
If I am as strong willed as I believe to be deep inside,
I will walk away now and hold in my hands this precious thing we call pride.

If ever there came a time in my life that I felt lost and confused,
It's now that I know I must use my head and not my heart to help me choose.

I will not lose!