"I wish you can understand (not a song just read)" by lazyme35
I wish you can understand the pain I felt
or see the days the tears just fell
who knew life without you would be so bad
I tried to find my future but couldn't escape my past
your face, your voice, the smell of your hair still haunts me
the more I try to resist the more it controls me
I wonder If I'll ever be able to leave those thoughts behind
If you can't see how much I love you then you really must be blind
remember those nights we spent hours on the phone
or the days just looking for a place to be alone
nights at he movies just trying to catch a show
anytime I did wrong you were quick to let me know
I miss those days, I hope sometimes you think of me
I would hate to become just another fading memory