Idiopathy- a sickness for which there is no known cause

So unspeakable, the pain
How unreachable, i am

(Idiopathy)

Clamed up, i won't let anyone in
For the ailment the plagues me
Pushes me towards the life of sin
And in my mind, i think heavily
As I wish to dream heavenly
Thoughts.... but to no avail
My mindset is devilish
And i'm not doing well
In my journey
The gurney carries me to hell
But I wanna get off
(Idiopathy)
So it is and I don't know how to fix it
My strength is getting weaker by the second
And and any repair, my heart won't admit it
So I lie dormant
Swept away with the current
Emotions flow by me
And this sickness just ties me
Down tighter
This

(idiopathy)

comdemns me
To a life of sadness
This

(idiopathy)

almost guaruntees
My eventual madness