Am i wrong for wanting to forget
and push the memory to the back
of my head, like it never happened
even though it runs through my mind
every day and night
i haven't got any good sleep
because i keep waking up
hoping that things have changed
but find out that are still the same
itz just a different place
and maybe a different type of loneliness
i feel but iz it real? because it seems like
like im conciously dreaming
i having a hard time seeing between
the thin line of perception and reality
iz what u feel real? because
i keep pinching myself hoping
i'll wake up from this life
im living this can't be real
IDK...but this iz crazy