ash_g:

sittin in my room as
i think about dyin,
but weirdly enough i'm
not cryin.
if i die i won't feel
pain then.
won't have to go through
everything,everyday
over and over again.
i get tired of the family's
constant fights.
every time i turn around
i'm not doin somethin
right.
family.....
what's it mean to me?
nothin really.
because we're not close
you see,
from them i gets no love.
i hate wakin up everyday
knowin that it's gonna be a
struggle.
i just wanna get this over
with...
if i die....
i don't have to put up with
this...
i really hate this life
that i live.
if i die.....
would it effect you?
if i die all the pain can be
through.

  Chainz.:

Yo..

The pain through me leaves me to be decease left in eternally
Where souls are pounded through life as a great guarantee
Outrageously paging me with death threats and openly
Where surroundings are barriers with nothing empty as me
No emotions and no thoughts where gangs are in a lots
Where emotions are used and life's are abused where
Thoughts are amused stress is within me if I die let me concentrate
Before I die I want to decimate where I live into eternal hate
But if I die will anyone care or in the fact as anyone even be there
I feel smaller then any decimal in this world leaving it though
Is that good for the world I'm pretty sure it is but before I die
Is it what happens to me leaving me in debris as I look down in
The world to me and all I see is a left out dark with red sea...
If I die is it the only way I will leave my emotions and let me be
In the light where there's a heaven for a G

  ash_g:

gone for eternity
no more pain is what i'm
feelin see.
not physically
or emotionally.
i'm sure better your
life will be.
don't worry a thing about
me.
take my life and watch you
scream.
like any one ever gave a
damn about me.
if i die i'm one less
lost cause.
before you try to stop
me just pause.
think about me....
i'll be happy and pain free.
free of pain completely

  Chainz.:

Dreaming about why I'm alive
Working out the memories is why I arrive
MY family don't care if I die
So why should I be there for them to lie
To even try to see why
I live a lie
My life is outta the ground where I live
Which is a stolen memories to forgive
Still I cry be alive and lie where I try not to be
Outta of the world to the one who see
When I am left here breathing out death
Eternally
So If I Die Just Let Me Be
Decease In Ashes Where I'm lying
Dying
Crying
Unfortunately In The Devils Palms
In A Fire Way To Eternal Life In Debris