If i died tonight
would anyone notice?
would I just be a number put into the morgue
with a sticker on my foot
If i died tonight would people say things to me
that they never did when I was around
because they didnt have time
or thought it didnt matter
If i died tonight would anyone realize the pain I am going through
and say damn.. she didnt ask for alot.. and still didnt get it
if i died tonight would anyone hurt for me
wondering why i did what I did..??
If i died tonight would
ANYONE
care??

Or would I be a selfish person for thinkin these thoughts of just wanting
all of the stress to go away..
Is it too much to ask for a hug?
I think I need one.. but cant seem to get one..
I need a few hugs..
I need a encouraging voice saying .. you did what you could Kenyari
be easy and look forward..
Something..
If i died tonight would I go to Heaven or Hell?
Cus right now I feel worthless and humiliated and embarassed
for even being here.. being that I have responsibliity for someone elses life

If I die tonight..
What would you say to me when Im gone??

sighs..