(THE HURT I FEEL) (I LOVE YOU BUT I HATE YOU)(DEDICATED TO THOSE WHOM THIS MAY APPLY)

iF I WERE A BOY '
ID'E BE AS SELFISH AS A SPOILED CHILD
EVEN IF I KNOW YOU COME LAST I HIDE IT WITH A SMILE
IDE ONLY SHOW AFFECTION WHEN IM ASKIN TO BE FORGIVEN
IDE LIE TO YOU RIGHT IN YOUR FACE AND GO ON WITH NOTHIN PROVEN
iF I WERE A BOY
I WOULD TRIP WHEN U SAY U WANTED TO GO OUT
BUT IDE GO WHERE I WANTED TO, WHERE U DONT KNOW ABOUT
IDE ARGUE YOU DOWN TILL NO BLAME IS ON ME
AND NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRIED I STILL WOULD NOT SEE
IF I WERE A BOY
ALL MY RULES WOULD APPLY
AND I WOULD BECOME JEALOUS WHEN U LOOK AT OTHER GUYS
IDE ALWAYS MAKE YOU FEEL LESS THAN WAT U APPEAR
AND WHEN U AR TALKIN TO ME IDE ACT LIKE I CANT HEAR
IF I WERE A BOY
YOU WOULD ALWAYS HAVE TO TOUCH ME FIRST
AND I WOULD NEVA TALK TO YOU I WOULD JUST YELL AND CURSE
I WOULD TALK TO OTHER GIRLS AND TELL U IT WAS NOTHING
AND IF U DID THE SAME I WOULD SWEAR IT WAS SOMETHIN
IF I WERE A BOY
I WOULD NEVER SHOW AFFECTION
THE ONLY TIME I WILL IS WHEN I WANT YOU TO GET NAKED
I WOULD TELL U WAT U CAN NOT WEAR WHEN U PLACE
AND MAKE U FEEL LIKE SHIT LIKE TO ME U R DISGRACE
IF I WERE A BOY
I WOULD COMPARE YOU TO MY PAST LOVERS
AND THREATIN TO KILL YOU IF I SEEN U WITH ANOTHER
IDE SAY FUCK YOU AND CALL U A BITCH
AND GRAB AND PUSH YOU SO WHEN I JUMP U FLINCH
IF I WERE A BOY
IDE SAY THE SWEETEST PROMISES WHEN WE SEX
AND SAY I HATE YOU BITCH THE NEXT
IDE NEVA SAY YOU R GORGEOUS AND MESS UP SELF ESTEEM
AND WHEN U TELL ME ABOUT IT I SAY U DID THAT NOT ME
IF I WERE A BOY
IDE MAKE U FEEL ALL THE ABOVE AND LOW
IDE NEVA CHANGE AND TO MAKE IT BAD THATS WAT I KNOW
IDE LOSE YOU THEN MISS YOU AND IDE WANT YOU IDE FEEL SHAME
AND WHEN I GET YOU BACK ALL THIS SHIT WILL START AGAIN
(THIS IS HOW I FELT BEIN WITH MY BOYFRIEND DYME___DUCHESS__OUT)