How could someone like me
Love someone like you
After all you did
How could I forgive you?

How could this happen to me?
All of this love stuff?
After all the things you did
I’d think I’d have had enough

But I guess I haven’t
If I’m still with you
But I’m feeling these feelings
What should I do?

I don’t understand
Why I think our love is true
When question your sincerity
Is all I seem to do

Some times I hate you
Sometimes I don’t
Sometimes I’ll miss you
Others, I won’t

Yet every time I try to leave
Something holds me back
Like a force that bonds us together
That I pull and it retracts

I’ve been trying to make a decision
But the good outnumbers the bad
And I think that all of this matters
But it seems to be making me sad

Although right now I’m mad at you
I’m mad over a little thing
I hate that I love you
Yet I want the phone to ring

I want you to call me
So we can talk to each other
Because I love you like my boyfriend
And still I love you like a brother


I can’t find out why this hurts so much
And I guess I’ll know someday
But I still want you to call me
Or say I love you in some way

For now, I’ll deal with the pain
And the constant questioning
And maybe one day I’ll find the answer
Maybe… if the phone ever rings