I am an addict.
I have an addiction.
When I try to starve my addiction,
My whole body begins to ache.
My hands start to tremble.
My skin starts to sweat.
The words that naturally flow from my mouth
Now stutter and nothing makes sense.
Simple thoughts are now blurry.
My mind wonders with no specific focus.

You are my dealer.
You hold in your possession
The fix I need for survival.
Only you can soothe my body
That is now racking with pain.
Only you can command
My trembling hand to be still.
One touch from you can wipe the sweat
From my dripping wet skin.
Once the drug that you deal
Enters into my system,
My words become moans
And hit in the falsetto range.
Because you are the dealer,
It is you that control my highs and lows
Like a puppet on a string.

Not only are you the dealer…
You are the drug.
You are the fix that I need to feed
This craving that I feel deep within.
You are the one my mind
And body are feenin’ for.
A dose of you can steady my hands.
An injection from your syringe
Will continue to make me wet,
But no longer will it just be sweat.
A treatment of you
Will make the words from my mouth
Call on the name of a Higher Power.
Once you enter my lips
My blurry thoughts become clear.
My mind can now focus.
The focus is on you!

Where will this high lead me?

MY NAME IS LUCY.
I AM AN ADDICT.
I HAVE AN ADDICTION.
I LOVE THE DRUG.
I LOVE THE DRUG DEALER.
I LOVE…SEX!!!


Addiction - K West