*sorry Roxie...but she singing about what i'm talking bout...she married your husband i know this...and we don't like her...we gone fuck her up...but i like this song damn it!*




I know you thought I'd come in here
Shedding crocodile tears
Pertaining to
And for this man
That we both love

And that I'd fight with the next chic
Over his golden dick
Like a star struck bitch
Just because

...It's expected of me...

The situation
Is one that's upsetting
And see
We all know
When I'm mad or hurt
I just start blacking

And it's never
A niggas fault either
It gotta be Kim or Keisha
Yeah that me...
That's how i be acting

But uh...

Not today
And no...
Not tomorrow either
I'm on some other shit
Some other shit like
Taking a breather

From all the bullshit
So that i can get
My head together
And work on fixing me

Taking a step back
To relax
And set myself
And my mind free
I need healing
My emotions be
Getting the best of me

Because I never gave
Myself the chance
To heal
After what happened to me
Which is why
After taking a longer look
At me
I figured out
Why it was I settled
For second string

Feel me?

But now it's time
To turn over
a new damn leaf
I think I've spent of enough time
On being upset and angry
Flirting with hurt
Each time being worse
That than the first
On a day to day basis
Every hurt is the same
The only thing that change
Is the face it's...
Hiding behind

So i wash with hands with it
I'm washing my hands for me
And this time
I'm going do it
Because it's doing it for me
'Cause see
I'm not a bum bitch
But I'm been exhibiting
Some bum bitch tendencies

Being weak minded
Like I'm blinded
And letting the best
Be gotten of me
But see
But I'm not blinded
I just find it
Easier to look past
All the bullshit

But looking past the bullshit
Is the very reason why
I keep going through
The same shit
So get this
I got this
Cat there ain't no need to worry
Cause I'm about to do what i gotta
For me and and yeah B...
I'm a hurry

To be out with the old
And in with the new
Because the new consists of
Being true

To myself

No more
Same shit different dick
No more yes no maybe so
I'm too done with that shit

Done with being
Consistently inconsistent
Saying one thing
But doing some other shit
Done with being of love
With the thought of being in love
When in love I've really never been

It's evident
That i spent a lot of time
On little pieces of dick
Pieces of dick
Can't be a whole dick
If i have to share it

Right???
I'm like
Really on some other shit right now
But you know how it be
And what we must do
Is let go of the unnecessary
And tend to the necessary
To ourselves is whom we need to be true

Just breathe...We still alive...

*I'm Gone Do Meeeeeee, I'm Freeeeeeeeeeeeee* -Beyonce

That was the part lol...And i know my neighbor's can't stand my non singing ass...but fuck em I'm Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!...one more time....I'm Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! lmao!