When a man says hi, I say why? Not that I'm bitter about you and the babysitter. But it's more about me, and the me I see. I have changed my view. It's gotten a little clearer, of how I look at me, when I gaze into the mirror. I'm in a zone of fate, where I've been somewhat, scared straight. Looking him straight in the eyes, while he recites to me, true lies. But I'm taking it all in, because you're a teacher to me. So keep talking brother, I'm taking mental notes, so when you come again, I'll know who you be. No matter what your approach, you little roach, I'm not having sex, though I like a lot. But keep your dick in your pants, I know what you got. If you want to chill, watch sports on tv, listen to music, have a conversation, watch you watching me. When it comes to us having no sex, don't take it personal. Keep doing it with the current or even your ex. I'm just here passing through. I aint trying to get all caught up with you, boo. This butt will not rise and fall for another man, to ride, having the time of his life, unless we're walking down the aisle, and I'm about to be a wife. It was fun while it lasted, but last, it did not. So I choose to celibate for a while, and for me, that's saying a lot. A new adjustment in life, a direction I choose to take. A decision in my life, that I had to make. To put distance between myself and a past relationship that ended, in a way, where the script sho nuff got flipped. Some bruised egos, a swollen lip; some missing beats, some cops in the streets. But as they say, life goes on. You take the bitter with the sweet. What goes around comes around, what you sow, this you shall also reap. Life goes on, as does the rent. More time to reflect on me, and how my time is spent. I love the opposite sex, the manliness they posess, their look, their charm, their swagger, oh yes. But, I'm seeing from a different angle now I've adjusted my lens. My eyes are not wide shut. It's time to make amends.