NIGHT TURNS TO DAY AND RAIN TO SHINE
DAY BY DAY I SIT WITH IT ON MY MIND
WEIGHING DOWN LIKE A TON OF BRICKS
SO HEAVY THAT MY DOMES READY TO SPLIT
IT MAKES ME SIC
AND WEAK MY BODY IS SHUTTING DOWN
I EAT TO RELIEVE THE PAIN BUT THAT ONLY MAKES ME SMILE
TEMPORARY BECAUSE THE HAPPINESS DONT LAST
WHY IS THIS SO HARD FOR ME ITS NOT A GREAT TASK
IGNORANCE IS IRRELAVANT HERE IM WELL SCHOOLED ON THIS SITUATION
BUT THAT DOESNT STOP THE MENTAL BLOCKS
ITS LIKE A MENTAL SEGREGATION
ONE SIDE EXPRESSIN THE TRUTH TO ME AND THE GUIDANCE I NEED TO TAKE
THE OTHER SIDE AGREEIN WITH 5 SENSES AND KEEPS ME IN A CONFUCIOUS STATE
I HAVE NO JOB NO HOME NOTHING BUT AN ABUNDANCE OF LOVE
AND YET I READ THAT THAT'S NOT WHAT IS TO BE CLAIMED FOR CHILDREN OF GOD
WORRY DOUBT AND FEAR IS NOT OF GOD...IT SAYS IT IN HIS WORD
SO WHY CANT I SHAKE IT MY QUESTIONS DONT SEEM TO BE GETTING HEARD
IM TIRED OF TRYING AND FAILING EACH TIME
TO LET GO OF THE OLD AND TRY THIS NEW LINE
TO DO AS THE WORD SAYS AND BELIEVE IT WITH NO DOUBTS
THAT I CAN BE MORE THAN A CONQUERER
AND IM GOD'S RIGHTEOUS DAUGHTER NOW
WHO HAS RECEIVED NOT ONLY HIS LOVE BUT HIS POWER OF AUTHORITY
THIS MEANS I AM WORTH MORE THAN ANY RICH MAN YOU'VE SEEN ON TV
I CAN HEAL AND PROPHESY I CAN PRAY PERFECTLY THIS AND MORE
BUT 5 SENSES JUST WONT WILLINGLY LET GOD FULLY THROUGH THAT DOOR
SO AS I KEEP IN THIS MENTAL INSTITUTION I NOT ONLY KEEP OUT GOD BUT I KEEP OUT MY BLESSINGS MY ABUNDANCE............ WHAT'S RIGHTFULLY MINE!