sometimes regret is all i can hold
when fear is all i've really known
knowing that sorry is not good enough
for the things that i 've done

wanting to love you
but stopping before i've begun

so scared ...and afraid ...to just let go
to regain the happy the pain has stole

it's takin everything away from me
as i try to fight it
i can't set myself free

i know i'm strong
but i keep backsliding

s...
...p
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...r
a...
...l
i...
...n
g
down

my vortex of insanity

knowing i must let myself love
before i can break these chains
that are binding me
holding me back
from the inner peace i need

enabling me to reach through my dreams
pulling you in to my reality
knowing with each breathe that i breath
it's you that i see

hearing your name murmured in my every heartbeat

i love you

and only in you i found it was true
my happy lives in you
realizing it to late
because i let myself hurt you

if i could do it again
i would let us begin
knowing it's to late

i'm sorry

i let it end