Nothing reeks worse that the sweet stench of defeat whisked in with the late morning air as he rolled off top of me

Lying there breathless bleeding internally
I'd cry but...
my tears wasted away on the last man whom thought it proper to take it to another level

Never in a million years did I think it'd leave me like this
Brutual hell isn't what they show in the movies

Incruitating pain wrapped up in 10 minutes of sweat and pleasure
His glory
Taking the one thing left that's special

Moving on
Never able to fill that void
Nightmares and years of failed relationships
No one's to blame

All I ever wanted was for somebody to love me