My insecurities sometimes take over me
Making me not trust and rethink
All the bad things I been through
Having thoughts you’ll do the same too
Never knowing if it will be you
Leaving me for good, like the others do
Using me for my body and then say “we through”
So now I build a wall and wont be the fool
I’ll rather it be me, myself, and I
Before I let another nigga in and have tears come out my eyes
Crying my heart out because I was in love
Well, I’m trying to hold back and be strong like a thug
But then you came and I begin to soften
My heart became whole and feelings begin to happen
But my ex’s made it harder to love again
And I question myself will this also come to an end
Because the others just didn’t understand
I need somebody who loves me for who I am
That’s why I need you to be more than a friend
Because if you was there my insecurities would not be within
Dopeygurl Lisa