Single and wanting to love but scared to open that door again,"I am sustained by love but deteriorated by its torture" , (Shawn)




I hold in my pain and retain the damn of my tears,

Relationships are my phobia and Ive been facing it for years,

My world is in ruins because it's already crumbled down and brought more fears,

I detest the feelings that pump through my veins but I can't turn a deaf ear,

My body is broken and my soul is shattered,

Can I be restored or be laid out on Satan's platter,

I think I'm ready to feel love again but is it worth it in the end?

Will she be down for me? or let me fall in a bottomless pit...and on her face...a grin,

I'm too strong to let my pain show but a fools game i will play no more,

Is the death of my soul worth trying to maintain what might or might not be love?

I won't say it first if i feel it and I wont let you push me around,

I might have a sensitive side but I'll be damned if I'll be the bitch or the clown,

I have been bleeding for years and I'm ready to be healed,

If you feel it don't fight it just keep it real,

Eternally yours...always and forever...if...the love...is real