why is it that some people fall into shit and still smell like roses

here i am a loving husband
a genuine person
and one hell of a dad

everytime i get things going great something kicks me in the balls and laughs
i have one hell of a job
where i am loved and appreciated
my kids are awesome and my wife is inline to be a saint

now my wife is ill and fuck knows what is wrong
there is all sorts of crap being bantered around
from cronic fatigue to ms to some shit that is only caught by 1 in 100,000
this is my angel my soul my breath

dont take this the wrong way she is not dying
but it is not good to see someone that you love feeling soooo crap and scared

to the kick in the balls
things go well for me all the time
but soon after it all goes pear shape
they say that things are sent to us to make us stronger
ok i understand that
they say what doesnt kill you makes you stronger
ok i understnade that

but for fucks sake i now make Goliath look like a pussy

i have had enough
so who ever you are doing this to me
i am sorry but please take your shit out on someone else

FUCK OFF and LEAVE US ALONE