as i smile in your face
my insides frown SCREAMIN what a fake
i thought i didn care no more because of ll the broken promises u made
my face turned upside down to the sound of hearin yo name
i will never forget what happended that night
im suppose to be "daddys little girl " right???
screamin, cussin, and shoutin
threw all my clothes out yo house
when u said GO i was so glad 2 get out
i was shocked about the whole thing kuz i did nothin wrong
i think the problem was i reminded u of my mom
all the mental, emotional, and physical abuse u put her through
now u realize what u had.. 2 c her with some one else u dont kno what 2 do
were all happy now.. were finally a family now and i kno its tough
o i reminded u of her jus a little 2 much huh???
u did so much that night man i was so mad
but it all turned 2 pain as i was standin outside and u screamed i no longer have a dad
then the door in my face u slammed
2 b real i never considered u as a da anyway
i was tryin 2 have a relationship wit u b4 it was 2 late
i didn talk 2 u for about 8 months after that mess
then my mom forced me 2 talk 2 u out of respect
i never been no where wit u since
now your in jail doin time to the state for your sins
evrytime u call i put on a front
i smile.. i laugh and tell u imma write u back
i tell u i dont b havin tym.. but i weill do it 2marrow once i get some rest
have u recived a letter yet???
fathers day came and went
a card 2 u i never sent
its crazy how men(boys) tell they patnas how many kids they had
they laugh about talkin bout they baby mamas, child support, and mamas new man
talkin bout how big they kids is gettin and how they jus like u whEn u were a kid
but do u even remember they birthday? how old they are? what grade they in? what they like to do? or what toys they play like playin with?
have u ever bought them anything besides a couple a packs of diapers or some candy?
did u tell your little boy about The birds and the bees?
did u tell your little girl not 2 trust any boy they see :)?
did u tell your little girl how to look up her to her mom?
did u teach her respect and how 2 b a lady?
did u teach your little boy how 2 b a man?
JUS BECAUSE U HAD ME DOES NOT MAKE U A DAD!!!