I am loving and hating this journey of mine
Locked up all my boxes
Changed my phone number
My time is all mines
The phone doesn’t ring
No one to buy me dinner
Or to touch my skin
No, Hi… I was thinking about you
Or damn baby, where have you been???
I know it’s what I need I know what I have to do
Playing with hearts
Is what I use to do?

But, not the nice guys
Just the ones that tried to trap me
Told me lies…
Confessed loved... when they knew they didn’t
Said they wanted forever... knowing that they couldn’t
Lust... not love is what they had
Claiming love...fueled with deceit
Brings out the vindictive side of me

Once I peep game see you trying to shelf me
I folded up a box and label that ass
Treat him like he wanted to treat me

Game recognized game…you were trying to trap me

Flip that role
Now you
Are dick on the side

Found out he didn’t like being
Just a piece of ass
Didn’t like falling so hard
And so fast

As soon as he’d ask
I knew I wasn’t staying the night
So I’d suck him off to sleep
And be out before sunrise

Knew once he woke up
He would call
I’d never answer my phone
Just to give him a couple of days
To try to figure out if
He’d done something wrong

Never felt sorry when he whined this bullshit…

“Don’t leave my house like that…Why didn’t you return my call I know you got it”

Then I’d act right for a few more days…
Until he felt secure again
Then I’d bounce on his ass
And up and disappear…
Just to make sure he knows
Who’s running this here

Call at 3:00am after the club
Then go over to his place
Not fighting my oral urge
Take completely over
Fuck him like a bitch
Sleep for an hour
Then creep back out again…
That’s what he gets
Trying to make me a side chick
Now he's dick on the side
Don’t know what to do with his life
Acting just like a bitch