It goes up in a cloud of smoke...

The memory of yesterday
floats upward toward heaven
and I lose feeling in what used to be
only feeling this...
Caught up in the haze of momentary peace
quiet
stillness
My senses heightened and numbed at the same time
Damn...feels good to be high
and I understand why and how people can be addicts
Amazing to blaze it...
But I'm not addicted...
not yet anyway.