Sittin' hea in this room, Screwed Up & Screwed Out...
Listening to, "Screw Done Already Warned Me", S.L.A.Bed out...
Mann...I love being in this "Screwed Up Bliss"
Everything seem so peaceful...can't get enough of this...

[*inner deep sigh*]

Lookin' back on the rollercoaster of a weekend that I recently had
I felt a ton of emotions, everything from reflective to sad...
Friday night, I went to a football game & witnessed some sad ass shit
And then...
Saturday morning, our Pop Warner flag football team lost their last game...
"Ain't That A Bitch?"
And then all us coaches and the parents finna end up going to jail
Because we out there fighting & going on, bout to end up in jail
"What I was thinking?" "What the hell I was doing?"
Question still burning my brain: "Trevian J., what were you doing?"
And then all day Sunday, I got my ass handed to me in Fantasy Football
A hellva domino effect & all them muthafuckas falling...
But maybe all that was a sign...maybe a sign of things to come?
If so then shid, it's gonna be a muthafucka in the future to come...
However, through it all it does presents a good opportunity
To make plans to set myself "free" of this "cardboard"...a great opportunity
Originally, I wasn't suppose to be in Port Arthur for this long...
Best believe by the end of next year, I plan to be gone...[*damn*]
And hopefully permanently absent from The Trill...
Set up shop somewhere else & that's on the real...
If I ever do hit on The Lotto soon...
That'll send me on a "lunar voyage", headed straight to the "moon"...
Mann...all the positive things I can do...
The personal things that I'll able to do...
The places I'll able to go, the people that I'll finally, in person, meet & greet...
"As JSTA's Life Turns...", the treacherous game of life continues
Hopefully y'all won't see yours truly on the 10 o'clock news...
But I'm a player in this treacherous game & I'll continue to play...
"This J.E.M.F. message was brought to you by Sir Trevian J."