I don't now how long
I can go on living this lie,
Pretending I don't love you
when I look into your eyes.
You told me not to fall for you,
you wouldn't be there to catch me,
But my heart just wouldn't listen
and now this feeling scares me.

I'm running around in circles,
not knowing what road to take
scared to take the roads unknown
the decision is so hard to make.
I wish you felt the same for me
that I so strongly have for you.
I pray at night that God will hear
and make this one wish come true.

You confuse me with your actions,
sometimes I feel like you you dont care.
Other times your cold
and bitter like when ever she is there.
I'm tired of hiding how I feel
so please be honest with me,
If you love me then just tell me,
if you don't then let me be.